forever and a day

cleveland was umm, good. It was packed full of family stuff which i guess was goodish. Rock and roll hall of fame was fucking cool. Makes me wanna be a rock star just that much more.
interesting things happening the relationship of mine. That boys too charming for his own good i say. Sw him today just popped in for some lovins haha that sounds funny. Anyways, theres something wrong with him , something he doesn;t seem to have words for yet. It'll come. it felt like hours of laying in bed and staring into his eyes. trying, trying so hard to jsut jump into those eyes and disappear forever.
i am so emotional. just waiting and waiting for my period. Hahah should come tuesday evening. if i'm lucky. the off to the cottage, because i am brillant and have decided to go spend half a week in a bathing suit during my period. he he silly me.
At least i'll be able to get away from everything , well at the moment everything is not a lot. Just family and summer and brampton and my crazy mind. Well i guess that'll have to come along on the trip. my mind is everywhere right now.
i jsut finished reading the latest harry potter book. made me cry and i don;r easliy cry anymore. used to but not anymore. i cried and cried not like loud blubbering cries but still tears. Stupid book, but it was just as good as any of the others. maybe the best so far.

somethings bothering me.something bout a profile that somebody hacked into a while ago a long while ago. His profile, i am sure that person wrote nasty things or true things maybe. but he won;t go into detail and i demand to know what happened. i know it was a long time ago more then likely between may and july of last year but i don;t care. who hatched in and what was written. i am sure someone who reads this will know.
jinx.